Shamma Blogs

When I wrote "diamond" I meant a very special part of me, something I can never live without. I completed almost my first month away from my diamond, most precious thing in my life (My mother) you have the total right to be curious why? why are you not with her? and that because I chose to study in a place far from my house in Alain. At first, I thought I can be okay being "independent" because I am only 17 and maybe I have to sacrifice some things I love in order to live, but as soon as I moved, I got a cold and that is totally normal in such a weather! but it was my first time as well to get a cold without looking beside me and having my mother smiling telling me to be careful next time, but she calls me often and asks me about how I am doing which is so heartwarming. The word "mother" can actually make me teary as soon as I read or write it, it makes me so proud to have a mother that is so strong, supportive and loving. No words I can write that wi...

Sunday, 20 AUG 2017 My first day at university. Setting the alarm again is quite a sad thing, especially after the vacation, but this time I somehow feel so excited about it, yes it's my first day of university! the fact that I know literally no one there, is so interesting because it means I have to build a new social life. I fell in love with the huge campus and my favorite two cafe shops were there too, and surprisingly the gym was clean and big. To be honest, it felt a bit weird that I was walking around the campus while holding my phone and feeling that my old high school supervisor is going to take it from me, I will finally carry my phone freely and at least put on some colorful nails without breaking off "school laws". I really do miss my school friends because they were with me almost all day long and we used to contact a lot even after our meetups so that makes me miss them even more since I am far away from them. Today is the first day I realized I am ...

19 August 2017  2:24PM Tomorrow is my very first day in university, I can't believe how fast days were passing its like yesterday I threw my high school graduation cap and took my last final exam. The fact that I am moving from my city to another one to study the thing I love is just an exciting thing to do and having new friends from a totally different environment seems like a thrilling experience that I have to be careful about. I am going to turn 18 this December and looking back through my short life I find nothing but happy moments, despite the cringy awkwardness that we all have to go through.  I always tend to tell people to never give up on what they love and to not stop dreaming, but I sadly miss the point that not everyone does have a goal in life or maybe they are just too depressed to have one. Families or friends could be the reason why some people can't achieve or even say their dreams out loud and because of that, some people can put the idea of failure and...